filmmaking

I'm here to make art, not talk about it. by Reese Hayes

It’s taken me way longer than it should have to come to this conclusion, but after nearly 3 years of putting more effort into the marketing of my art than the art itself, I’ve decided that I’m fucking stupid. Honestly, I’m not sure what I was thinking. I put so much time into making instagram posts and trailers and vlogs and even blogs, but all of it has been a distraction from what I actually like: making movies!

This post is merely a self-declaration that I will only make what I want to make from here on out. I will no longer make what I think I should make. I’ll post photos when I take nice ones, I’ll make vlogs when I have something to say, I’ll record podcasts when my friends want to talk, but I really want to put more of my energy into telling the stories that I feel compelled to tell.

I thought that promoting my art was just as important as making it (and maybe that’s true), but it’s clearly not working as much as I thought it would so what’s the point? If no one is going to watch my movies anyway, I might as well get really fucking good at making them while there’s no one here to criticize me. Hopefully, people will find my art from other people who enjoy it. Or maybe they’ll just stumble into it and be so thoroughly entertained that they can’t look away. Regardless, my art is what is important to me. Not my number of followers or subscribers.

This could backfire, but I have a feeling it will be the change that sets everything into motion for me.

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Here’s to making art.

Making Small Things Happen by Reese Hayes

It’s important for filmmakers to take small steps to achieve their goals.  Often times, we want to jump right in to making a TV pilot or a feature film without the proper tools to do so.  And I don’t mean having access to an ARRI cinema camera and vintage lenses; I’m referring to creative tools that help you tell a story to the best of your abilities. 

There’s no need to “Make Big Things Happen” at the start of your filmmaking journey.  You don’t need a full crew, tons of locations, and complicated camera setups.  You need a good script and a few actors to bring it to life.  It’s important to limit yourself at the offset.  You’ll face limitations throughout your entire career, so start off by imposing them on yourself!  Try to write a short film that is under 5 pages with only 2 characters and 1 location.  Craft your shot list to be entirely handheld or on sticks.  Only use props you have immediate access to.  It’s a challenge to make something interesting when your resources are finite, but it will force you to work harder and be more creative.

I’m also a strong believer in developing your craft in small but meaningful ways for a long period of time.  I made dozens of short films before I attempted my first web series, which turned out to be a disaster and was never completed.  I then went back to making short films and tried again a few years later.  Now, I’ve almost completed two web series and am ready to move on to something bigger… or so I think. 

It’s hard to tell when you’re actually ready to take the leap and create something larger and more challenging than you’ve done before.  I know I still have a lot to learn about filmmaking and being a director, but I also know the best way for me to continue growing as a filmmaker is to jump into it and make a feature film.  I could, technically, continue making short films and web series, but if my goal is to one day make a living as a feature film director, I guess I might as well get started.  But I plan on starting small.

I wrote my first feature screenplay last November and while it was a huge learning experience, it’s a movie I simply do not have the resources or skills to make.  It’s far too big for my experience level.  Too many actors and locations, big set pieces, lots of action… Not very Cobblestoned.  So, I’m working on something smaller.  Something with only a few characters that mostly takes place inside a single location.  It’ll be dramatic and horrifying, but done on a small scale so that I only have to hire my friends to help me bring it to life.  We will, undoubtedly, learn a lot in the process and if it happens to be a success, we can do it again on a larger scale next time!

Just to reiterate, it’s important to do things that scare you, but it’s equally important to build up some confidence ahead of time.  Keep grinding out shorts that help you develop your voice.  Don’t make a feature because that’s the only thing that sells, make a feature because you’re ready and hungry for it.  Make small things happen that can grow into big things over time.

When To Stop Working For Free by Reese Hayes

FULL DISCLOSURE: I still do a ton of work for free, so I don’t have a real answer to the title of this post… But I sure do got some thoughts on the matter! 

As freelancers and creative-types, it can be a challenge finding the right kind of work – or often, any kind of work.  Cold calls and emails, networking, perfecting your reel, making business cards, changing your instagram to a business account… all great ways to turn your hobby into a lucrative side hustle (gag).  But it takes a lot of time to get consistent work that actually pays the bills. Often times, you’ll feel obligated to take work that doesn’t pay or pays significantly less than what you deserve because it looks good on your reel or the client has a larger reach than you – i.e. “exposure”.  

There’s nothing wrong with working for free.  It’s not going to kill the industry or make you look bad.  Maybe you need more experience before you feel comfortable charging money.  Maybe you really want to work on the project.  Whatever your reason is, try not to get taken advantage of.  If you’re working for free, you get to call the shots.  You don’t have to do things you don’t want to do.  You get a certain amount of creative control that you wouldn’t get if you were expecting a paycheck.  The client isn’t your boss is what I’m saying, so have some fun with it.

When I began my freelancing journey, I did several jobs for free until I was comfortable working with clients and producing some work I was proud of. And after that, I charged a tiny fee.  Like $200 for my first several gigs.  It was nothing.  I was making some cool videos too!  The next step was asking for $500.  I got a lot of rejections and I thought I had made a mistake asking for that amount of money.  But then I got some clients that were happy to pay my fee and allowed me to make the video I thought was best.  It was awesome.  I did this for a while, barely scraping by.  Most of these gigs were nightmares.  I hated the client, I hated the project, and I wasn’t making enough money to justify my misery.  At this point, I had two options… Ask for more money, or start working on projects I was passionate about.  I didn’t think anyone wanted to pay me more than they currently were, so I stopped freelancing all together, got a big person job, and focused on my own creative work.

On the rare occasion that someone reached out to me for work, I was happy to accept.  I didn’t need the money, but it was definitely helpful and every project is a good opportunity to learn something new.  But still, I made some things for free.  Most of the music videos I’ve done were for nothing.  I’ve helped friends make personal projects without charging them or sometimes even taking credit.  The ball is always in your court.  Either you’re searching for client work and making what you deserve or you’re taking a financial hit with the hope of bringing it all together in the future.

Don’t lose hope.  Keep making your art and eventually the money will come.  Or it won’t, but make your art nonetheless.

On Taking a Break (for the artist) by Reese Hayes

Creative work can be exhausting. More so than I think non-creative people realize. It really sucks it out of you; being funny, making movies, writing blogs… Sometimes you just gotta step back and do nothing for a while. Sink into the couch. Take a nap on the porch. Mindlessly browse a used bookstore when you know you can’t afford a used book right now. You have to reset yourself every now and then. And while it may feel bad – like you’re being “lazy” or “unproductive” – just know that it’s totally okay to indulge in some me(you)-time from time to time.

            There’s a lot of talk in the filmmaking and entrepreneurial communities about maximizing productivity. Using all of your free time to grow your side-hustle into your main-hustle. Eating shit and rolling in the dirt, according to many influencers, is the only sure-fire way to succeed in this world. There’s likely a lot of truth to that. I’m fairly certain I’d be in a more prominent place amongst Pittsburgh indie filmmakers if I spent more time making movies and less time watching them with the audio commentary on. You have to make sacrifices in order to get what you want, but at what cost? Burn out is real and can be a career killer. If you dedicate every part of yourself to a specific task, you’ll eventually lose your passion and hate doing the work you once loved. It happens to all of us and it can be debilitating. The only way to avoid burn out is to slow down and do nothing for a while! Here are some tips to help get you started.

Give Yourself Time Off

            Sometimes you have no choice but to keep working. You’re on a strict deadline with an already agitated client. No time for breaks… Wrong! There’s always time for breaks. Set an alarm to work for an hour or 90 minutes and then take half an hour for yourself. Do this all day, or all week. It helps keep me productive without driving me insane. People often say this is a good technique to make yourself work for longer than you anticipated. The theory is that the alarm will go off after 90 minutes, but you’ll be in the zone and won’t want to stop. This has never been true for me. I generally look forward to taking my short breaks. Gives me time to brew more tea!

 Give Yourself Days Off

            I have a rule that I often struggle to live by, in which I partake in no (or very few) Zero Days. A Zero Day is a day in which you take no steps to achieving your goals. You do nothing. Zero. For me to avoid having a zero day, I just have to write or edit or take a photo or do anything semi-creative. It’s pretty easy… except for when it isn’t.

            Some days are meant to be zero days. It’s taken me a long time to come to terms with that and find peace in it. Even doing the smallest amount of creative work can feel like torture on these days. Everything is okay! Take a zero and try again tomorrow. Time might be your most valuable asset, but you’ve got a lot of it, so take advantage of that when you need to. If you’re a more disciplined person – I’m not – you can schedule your zero day every week. “On Tuesday, I will do nothing,” again, might feel lazy, but as long as you hold yourself to working towards your goals on the other 6 days of the week, you’re only doing yourself a favor by taking a break.

 Give Yourself Weeks Off

            Let’s say you’ve been going too hard for too long. This blog came too late in your life and now you’re experiencing burn out. Everything is still okay! This is just your body telling you to back off and mind your own business for a bit. You’re probably stressed or facing anxiety. Maybe you feel like your work is garbage and so are you. It’s not true! But you’ve over-exerted yourself and now you need a cool down phase. Start with 2 weeks. Or however long it takes, but 2 weeks seems to work for me.

            Be comfortable in allowing yourself to think about other things. Work on a new hobby or start exercising more regularly, but do not try to get back to work too quickly. You need this time to reset yourself. Stepping further away is the only way back, I promise. After 2 weeks of binging Netflix shows and reading Calvin and Hobbes, you’ll likely feel more energized to get back to it. But if you’re still feeling burned out, it’s okay to take more time. There’s no point in being miserable just because you feel like you have to.

 Get New Experiences

            The best thing you can do while “taking a break” is to try something new. Travel somewhere, pick up a new hobby, make new friends (I have no advice for this one), get out of your ordinary routine. Broadening your mind and developing new skills is the best way to stay motivated and evolve as an artist. You can’t expect yourself to make meaningful work if you’ve been using the same material for your entire life. If you’re burned out, it’s possible your body is simply telling you to restock ideas. You need to find new sources of inspiration. Getting out of your usual habitat is a good place to start.

 

Most importantly, we need to change our attitudes on relaxing. If you have ambitions and are willing to work towards them for a long time, it’s okay to take breaks. It’s necessary to take breaks. Your mental health will thank you and your work will be better because of it. It’s all about knowing what works for you and how you do your best work. I can’t focus on one thing for too long. I need several projects going and I need a lot of time to work on them. I tend to create things a lot more slowly than other people. Likely, because I take a lot of breaks, but I know what works for me and with time you’ll know what works for you too. But please don’t get down on yourself for not being as productive as you could be. Be as productive as you want to be and everything will come together in the end.

On Giving it a Shot (from the Dashing Intern) by Reese Hayes

I still remember the first idea I had for a YouTube video.

Many summers ago, some relatives came to my family’s house with souvenirs from some trip they had just returned from. The gifts were pretty ordinary: beach towels, sweatshirts, baseball hats, a green anole. Oh right, that last one was a little shocking. For the unaware, a green anole is a small type of lizard that, as it turns out, makes for a generally boring pet. But even though Kiwi spent ninety percent of his life just lying there, basking in the sun or relaxing in his little pool of water, he would scurry faster than the human eye could see when we placed his food, a cricket from the backyard, inside his terrarium. Little me, funny guy that I was, realized the humor in this starkly contrasting behavior and decided it could make for a hilarious Planet Earth-style video with the right narration. I tested the idea on a live studio audience when my little cousin came over one day, and it proved to be a hit. So, I opened up the camera app on my iPod Touch, practiced a couple words in my British accent, dropped a new cricket in Kiwi’s cage, and hit record. Afterwards, I couldn’t help but notice the differences between my video and others I had seen. By comparison, my camerawork was awful, the audio was terribly distorted, and the concept really wasn’t very funny. I knew nobody would want to watch it, so nobody would get the chance. I deleted it.

Now maybe some of you are wondering why you’ve never heard this story from Reese before. Truth is, I’m not Reese, I’m the new Dashing Agent intern (AKA the Dashing Intern), Justin, and about six months ago I finally decided that making dumb or low-quality videos was better than making none at all. Since becoming a filmmaker, I’ve realized that the perks of this hobby go way beyond the simple satisfaction of seeing your ideas come to life, and if anyone reading this is struggling with the same fear of high standards that took me years to overcome (or knows someone who is), I hope these benefits convince you to take the leap.

A New Level of Communication

Consider this hypothetical: You have two children, Bob and Sally. Bob asks you if he can have a certain toy, but you know the toy is very dangerous and could even result in his death, so you deny him of it. But Sally, feeling bad for her brother, secretly gives him the toy. Not long after, it causes his death. Do you punish Sally? Do you ever forgive her?

Maybe you spent some time debating, but you likely came to an answer fairly quickly. Or maybe you didn’t even take the question seriously. After all, what kind of toy could kill a kid? Does Bob have a knife obsession? The hypothetical situation may seem silly, but when you watched it occur in the opening scene of A Quiet Place, I’m guessing you didn’t laugh.

Sure, I left out some details that make it more believable, but the point remains: When ideas are presented to you through video, you’re bound to examine them more thoroughly and be more deeply impacted by them than if they were expressed in words alone. You probably already understood this from a viewer’s perspective, but if you’ve never watched someone else watch your own film, you haven’t experienced the full awesomeness of filmmaking as a means of communication. Every the most basic of plots can provoke a furrowed eyebrow or a sharp exhale out of the nose, and when more complex ideas are thrown in the mix, the audience inevitably spends some time reflecting. So whether there’s some burning truth you want to spread or you just want to see someone smile, try making a film.

Better Movies

Thus far in my filmmaking journey, I’ve made a few comedy sketch videos, a terribly boring music video for some friends in an amateur rap group, a somewhat-interesting, but ultimately incoherent short documentary, and I’ve helped with the shooting of Cobblestoned 4. Obviously none of the former projects could be described as anything other than amateur, but I thought the set of Cobblestoned seemed professional enough to be a legit movie set until Reese and Erick informed me that I was mistaken. But despite my lack of professional filmmaking experience, I’ve seen enough to understand many of the subtleties that go into filmmaking, and it’s made movies far more entertaining.

To me, the most entertaining of these subtleties is also perhaps the most obvious—for every angle of every scene in a movie, the camera itself had to have been placed in position to capture the scene from that angle. Obvious as it is, unless you’ve dealt with the struggle of camera positioning for your own films, you probably don’t think about it a whole lot. Some especially difficult shots—and therefore more appreciable—include those in tight spaces, such as cars or small bathrooms (*cough* Cobblestoned 4), long takes during which the camera moves, such as this jarring scene from Children of Men, and my personal favorite, long shots, in which the camera is lugged a great distance from the subject to reveal their surroundings.

Other interesting aspects of filmmaking to ponder while watching movies include the order the scenes were likely shot in for convenience’s sake, the methods used to light certain scenes, how a densely populated area was cleared of people, or alternatively, how a large number of background actors were treated, a subject so significant that Reese dedicated a previous blog post to it. There are countless other things you’ll begin to notice in movies as a filmmaker, but first you’ll have to, well, make a film!

Hanging with Friends

This one’s self-explanatory. Filmmaking can be challenging, tedious, and frustrating, but it can also be exciting, funny, and just generally enjoyable. In other words, it’s the perfect way to bond with friends, and don’t worry if your friends get tired of it—there’s a whole community of passionate filmmakers waiting to work with you.

Why are you still here? Go grab a camera and film something!

Justin Andrus - The Dashing Intern

Justin Andrus - The Dashing Intern